Nothing

This past week has been hell. I start work at a new, and better, place from Monday, but I can confidently say that all the excitement and pride I felt about it has just vanished after the past few days which have been very unpleasant for no reason at all. Apparently the place I am leaving is infamous for creating such situations. I just never believed it till now.

I just feel empty right now. I'm exhausted by all the anger and frustration. And I can't seem to get back the initial feeling of jubilation.

I'm reminded of this one song by Dire Straits....

(Baby) I see this world has made you sad

Some people can be bad

The things they do,

the things they say....

... why worry...

these things have always been the same

The only silver lining is that apparently the SRCC kids told the LSR ones that "S*** ma'am is so cool.....we really like her!"...and at the end of the day, I believe that's what really matters.