The exploratory phase of my fieldwork
is almost done with. It’s good to be in touch with the reality, as it is, for
most people in this country, once again. It’s also been tough. I realized I’m
no longer 21, filled with excitement and enthusiasm at the thought of hopping
from one village to the next every couple of days. I need a clean bathroom and
bed to sleep on. Irrespective of where I am. I just do. I don’t need it to be
plush and fancy, but it needs to be clean. I’ve slept on a bed, on the ground,
on a stinky mattress, with electricity, without electricity, sometimes
surrounded by mosquitoes – dead or alive. I drank bottled water, tap water,
chlorinated water – even tried out the fancy UV water purifier they gave me for
Africa! I’ve prayed every night that my digestive system is able to handle the
spices and oil in the food of this region for just one more day! I’ve walked in
the sun, heat, humidity and fallen in love, all over again, with the monsoons.
The rains also make me nostalgic – about school, college, friends, travels – so
I’ve been nostalgic too, these past few weeks. Buses, trains, cars, autos,
motorbikes – roads, gravel paths, mud, slush, flat plains, hills – I’ve travelled/walked
through it all. And I found kindness everywhere. In the face of every farmer I
spoke to, in every cup of tea I drank, in every house that I spent a night as a
guest, in every meal they cooked for me.
Wardha for me was that tiny part
of India where the Gandhian philosophy really does live on, even today.
Amaravati was where I saw the most ‘shiv sena bhawans’ (!) and watched a
bollywood movie in, quite possible, the worst movie theater ever! Yavatmal was
rains and the flu. Akola was brief but nice. Chandrapur awaits me. Landless
agricultural workers, marginal farmers, large farmers with irrigation, tribal
communities, health schemes, food schemes, costs, prices, expenditures, gender
specific decision-making, cash crops, food crops, kitchen gardens, livestock,
Bt vs. organic, market vs. state, education system – so many conversations and
I know it’s just the tip of the iceberg.